{day 67 without you ♥}
Sagittarius
Your path forward might grow narrower today, but this doesn't have to prevent you from focusing on the possibilities, rather than the limitations. You might believe that you're being realistic, even if someone thinks that you have lost touch with the truth. However, you could squander an opportunity for success if you waste time worrying about what others think. Instead of endlessly arguing, concentrate your attention on getting ahead.

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So... I'm 45 now. Ugh. At least I don't look it. Once I lose ~40lbs, I'll be looking good.

Took yesterday off, I had planned it back before Nick died, to take my 2nd floating holiday on my b-day so we could spend it together (we can ask for time off up to 90 days in advance) :(

So I went shopping with my sister, got the shoes I'd been wanting since I saw them at Sears when we went to get new tires on Jen's car. Also got some makeup at Kohl's, on sale & an extra 20% off card. We met Mom at the China Buffet and Mongolian BBQ for din, then Mom took me home and I watched some tv, then House wasn't on (stupid Country Music awards) so I worked on sorting my clothes. I need to work on the studio, but it's so cold right now.

I give up on Eric. I texted him "Hi" on Saturday night, but he hasn't answered my last 3 texts. Maybe his phone got shut off. I don't know. Maybe I overestimated his maturity level... I'm sure I'll hear from him Friday, he'll want the money for the car.

so I've decided right now I'm kind of in a cocoon... once winter is over, I will emerge and maybe start going out again, hanging out with Wendy.

As for Nick, I have come to the conclusion that God decided whatever was wrong with him could not be fixed in this life... there was so much light in him, and so much dark... I always hoped the light would win. He had so much musical talent... and it's lost for the most part now, I don't even have most of his acoustic stuff anymore. There's stuff on line, but it's mostly rap crap. Although Taken Away is on his acoustic myspace page. I just can't listen to it until I get a computer.

don't want to be at work, but at least I got a 100% audit, it was in my in box when I got here. Since my first one this month was 88, I needed that, now I'm at 94, just below passing. If I can pass all the rest of my audits, I'll pass for the month.

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I am so tired... I let myself sleep in over the weekend, and getting up at 6:45 today was a struggle.

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